who am I?

Seriously who the fuck am I?
Im so lost in a sea of nothing. I want to quit everything and sit under a cold shower until I die.

I don't know who to turn to and where to go.. My friends, loves & family are intertwined into one sick mess. If I fuck up any one of them I fuck my life up, which I seem to have done.

Love has, once again turned me into a monster. A selfish, mean, rude monster.

I hate myself.

I really really hate myself.

ROLLER BOOGIE!

FTW ROLLER BOOGIE!

hahaha this is like where I want to be right now, roller domes are so 70's
loves it



what is my fascination with the 70's lately its disgusting and seedy
DO YOU RECOGNIZEEE A SEEDY 80'S MO WHEN U SEE ONE?
OHHH YEAH BOI I'LL SHOW YOU ;)



its what i live for haaaa

In this dream Im dancing right beside you.

What I'm currently loving;

Interstella 5555 is a feature-length Japanese animated musical film originally released on December 1, 2003. The film is the visual realization of Discovery, an album by Daft Punk. Each track from the album has been animated as an episode in the story of the abduction and rescue of an interstellar pop band. The film was produced by the creators of the Discovery album, along with Toei Animation, under the supervision of Leiji Matsumoto. The film has no dialogue and minimal sound effects.

Music list

1 "One More Time"
2 "Aerodynamic"
3 "Digital Love"
4 "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger"
5 "Crescendolls"
6 "Nightvision"
7 "Superheroes"
8 "High Life"
9 "Something About Us"
10 "Voyager"
11 "Veridis Quo"
12 "Short Circuit"
13 "Face To Face"
14 "Too Long"

I love you if you managed to watch that whole thing

LoveInGeneral

Oh my god this weekend was the best weekend of my life :o
Im not even joking I had the best time!

Saturday i went to a wedding and thoroughly enjoyed it
then I went to amps only to find out my friend nearly got stabbed by some cock so we left, dropped, took someone home & partied at ambar ;)
dirtiest people, best music & atmosphere

Mitchy, Mitch D AKA cutie gorgeous princess & myself stayed up til around 9 that morning talking, I also got into a shnappy mood and whipped out the camera. They didnt seem to mind XD
Its not the most glamorous thing you'll ever see but I love these two and its important I remember good times! I never get snaps when Im out!

This is my boyfriend
looking dopey ;)

These two are amazing boys XD

Then Sunday I got about 3 hours sleep and got ready for Nevereverland
Best venue, we walked up this grassy hill and I was expecting a big field, but instead I saw this and I was amazed.

Cut Copy was deff the highlight of the night for me
They sounded so clean and really really beautiful.
I love Cut Copy
ahhh my life (L)

I have some photos on my phone but I was pingin pretty hard and I really dont look very good :/
We also got a shirt with "D is for Disco E is for dancing"
I am in love with it even if its mitches and I look fat in it ;)
hahaha


thats not the design on the shirt but still
Go Gang Bang ;)

Hell happy
In love
Wanting every good moment to last a lifetime
lets hope one does :)

xoxoxox love you alllll

Fuck Yeah

Best Maafucken pictures I've seen in a long time!

I want new extensions
A special someone said she would buy me some. Gosh I love my best friend a millionnnnn!!
So this weekend is going to be amazingg
Shell and Lanna just popped round to borrow an ID coz.. well it was rather complicated. We got to talking and chyea pretty sure im going to amps 2moro, will be the first time in a longgggg time! Going to a wedding beforehand. Dont want to, but going to anyways ;)
Nevereverland on Sunday. Thats going to be a riot! Charlie does believe shes going to jump, I get so excited when I think about it ;)
wearing those tights, but not those topssss
wearing my loose grey one, its actually my myspace picture, mmm classy ;)

Going to Kaskade aswell
defffzzz
already got the tickets for me and mitch, going to be a fucking magical night hey!
goodvibezzzz aswell!

god life is so good lately!

peace and love to everyone
Im sooo happy ^^

xoxoxox

Stole a Kiss Through Your Golden Locks

look at the kitten lol

Hello World!
Oh man just as I wrote that my stepdad came in with a little ramican full of apple pie and cream! yum, lucky me!
Ohhhh life is so so jolly
would you like to see why?

Sure you would ;)




YESSS THATSSSS NEVEREVERLAND TICKETS!
Mitch bought me one as a christmas present, gosh im in soooo deep with that boy ^^
Crushin like craaaazy! We went to HAL today and I picked him out a gorgeous pair of kicks! They're adidas HighTops and the model was actually designed in 1981, god they're beautiful. All white and freshhhhh, with little bits of silver. If I was a boy the things I would wear *frothhh*
I couldnt find a picture but when I get them off layby I will defffff make him model them hahaha!

Mannnn just finished the apple pie, so so good!
So Im a little bit impatient lately, I bought a pair of American Apparel Shiny tights off their website.. Still havnt recieved my package and its been a week
Should I be getting nervousssss?!?!

Next on my list of things to buy is strappy gladiatorrr heels, because I already have the sweetest little pair of black steve madden gladzzzzz. Makes me so excited to be alive. Bahahaa people are probably like 'what is wrong with that girl?!'

Im gna leave you now. Sorry about my last blog, customers get me down sometimes. Hell gotta keep that wall up infront of them, I figured it out, act like you care, dont listen to a word they say. LOVE YOU COLESSSS

Hates not a dying breed tonight

I FUCKING HATE MEN WHO ABUSE YOUNG GIRLS BECAUSE THEY THINK WE HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEMS
IM GOING TO CUT YOU OUT A NEW SMILE YOU DIRTY, GRUMPY OLD FUCK.
YOUR FUCKED, I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU.
HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A SASKIA SCORNED.


G'nite.