Seriously who the fuck am I?
Im so lost in a sea of nothing. I want to quit everything and sit under a cold shower until I die.
I don't know who to turn to and where to go.. My friends, loves & family are intertwined into one sick mess. If I fuck up any one of them I fuck my life up, which I seem to have done.
Love has, once again turned me into a monster. A selfish, mean, rude monster.
I hate myself.
I really really hate myself.